I'm lost

So, I was watching TBL (the biggest loser) yesterday online. There's a point where the 20 year old kid, can't remember his name for the life of me, says he doesn't know who he is. I really feel the same way.

I.HAVE.NO.IDEA.WHO.I.AM!!!!

I know that I am a daughter, a sister, a wife, and a mother, but not all those things define me. I have no clue what else defines me. All I know is that I am fat and depressed with liver issues. I have no energy. I have a hard time getting my butt off the couch most days. I really don't like who I've turned out to be and I don't know how to change it.

I am working on myself, I really am. I am going to a nutritionist on Monday, the 24th. I hope I take away a lot of information from her, I know her name is Annie. I NEED to learn how to eat better and implement the better eating habits. I also need to make myself wake up early in the morning and go to the gym. I don't have time to go any other time, except before J goes work. Which is usually about 730am.

There we have, my admission that I don't know who I am, and I have no clue how to find myself.